coming to a conclusion

Sometimes we get so lost, We don't know what to do, This life comes with a cost, And hate sticks to you like glue, I feel tossed, running out of nos, And all I do is misconstrued, And the words I had once are now lost, I must admit that my heart is feeling blue, I need to put my life on pause, I guess that's my issue, Cause I turn to rap but I waste so many tears and tissues, And I seem to be in the worst mood, Everything is chopped and screwed, And my beautiful skin is now tattood, Tattood with memories I'm left at a loss of words just trembling. -khakis fire.