I Hope You Understand!

When there was a rain, with dark cloud around They made me close my eyes, keeping me away to the lonely town I wanted to fly high in that far away blue sky They painted the ceiling blue and my life, full of lie When I had anxiety and was low on self-esteem They encourage me to be deaf, even for my own scream When I felt in love with her She gave me two days of fake happiness and rest was all blur All the hopes and dreams, that I ever saw People around made me think, all was out of law Never I had ever, allowed to have fun and joy I am a living-death, with no emotion like decoy This is the only reason I cut away people from my life Cause each and every one in the past, held me in the sharp edge of knife That’s why I am happy in my own term, away from rest, in my own lonely land That’s why I am not letting you in my life, I hope you understand!