I was your dream girl

I was your dream girl.. I sat quietly as I saw the sparkle in your eyes. I was drawn to you the minute you passed by. You held my hand and told me I was the prettiest thing you had seen a while, those kinda things can make a girls heart skip by a mile. You texted me everyday; good morning, goodnight.. Just making sure that i was doing alright. You were the one I loved I thought through every kiss. You were my everything, my 11:11 wish. You told everyone I was your dream girl and that you'd do anything to see me smile. But one day came and I asked to be yours for a while. You laughed and said you were scared of commitment.. But you had tattoos all over your skin? I thought long and hard and realize it was all a lying sin. You didn't see me as a work of art like your tattoos or maybe you didn't think I was worth the pain..and another heart break from you wasn't something that I could gain. I asked if we could talk and you looked at me with those eyes.. you kissed my neck and said a soft goodbye. I didn't believe you didn't stay, I waited and waited day by day. Then I realized Our late night talks were over, You never said goodnight. You didn't even call to make sure my days went alright. It was hard getting over you but I manage to make do. And once I was completely okay, I got a call from you. You told me you were sorry and that you missed your lips touching mine. But this time it was different, I was willing to hit decline. You wanted to makeup from this fight you repeated. But to me that meant no more, I said its time to wake up because I was just a dream to you, As you've said before. ~ K.S