Wrestling Dreamer

All my ponderings- Are really quite a pain. If not for the exhilarating thrill, Of having, through i-cosmos revealed, I'd surly be walking- A much different way. As it stands though- By his hand wrote, I'm a player for his game. Carrying a bland hope, Into his lands owned, Wishfully thinking- He too, might be saved. It seems to me however- A perpetuating sham-honed, For the realization of his dream. Leaving me, again alone-awake, As his dreams find restful sleep...