my one and only, no sacrifice

My love I've lied I've countered, I've sieved Shown the disposed sands Through the holes I've conceived My life is yours, only yours I'm blind, deaf, dumb A blankness to be taken and shaken To disseminate a life luxury for sure Your worth my worthlessness made worthwhile However cantankerous, I'm taken again I'm yours This isn't embellishment I'm not dying to be a new for you I'm only me, I plea Your one and only don't you see!? I love you, the idea, your dream We are to be, to dream, to live a dream Please let me be...while I'm with...while I writhe..for you Let me be, a meaning