Back to where I began

That time, that place, with those people, I smiled, though i was never happy. I laughed, because everyone did. The stories were funny, though to me they were painfully. I was in a fog of my own making, Chained by the lies i told myself, Now I’ve found the key to my freedom, A path to go back to the start. It’s sad though. Because I forgot what the past was like, I lost my path home.