I Lost What I Was Trying To Find

The first time I saw him I knew there was something about him, I seen something in him on that first day, But now I'm wondering if he even sees anything in me, Am I pushing him away? Am I making him lose feelings? Or maybe he never had feelings, he just saw a pretty face, He’s fading away from me, But my feelings for him are stuck with me, I don't know if he really has feelings for me, Because he doesn't let them show, Maybe I drove him away, I lost what I was trying to find.