four twenty-twenty sixteen

How to heal from you I still haven’t found it I asked many times why it had to be you how come you were my first? I was lucky so lucky to have you and not a bad guy who treated me wrong you were perfect and still you left me and I know why it is because I wasn’t your type I get it I do I know you tried to love me which is why I do not blame you for leaving me it is your choice the wage on the war of love and happiness is priceless even to leave the other broken I forgive it I do I do I will always carry you with me I pray I can forget you but I don’t want to and I want to see you again but I can’t. I must stop. It is so hard too. help me. help me.