say it with me now
please
stay with me now
existence is pain
i am trapped inside my brain
all these thought inside my head
are driving me insane i am constantly afraid
afraid of my own shadow
afraid of who i became
afraid of who i should be
afraid that i might kill me
i can’t say what i’m feeling
it’s my breath that i’m stealing
my heads starting to spiral
this panics going viral
isolated with my thoughts and they start to get scary
digging up the gravestones of feelings that i burry
communications cutting out as the static’s creeping in
barricades of pain as the numbness starts again
sleeping isn’t working
the feelings that are lurking
are keeping me awake
i think that i might break
i don’t know how to tell you
the darkness that i go through
i can never let you see this
i’m drowning in the abyss
i feel like i am falling
my thoughts are now appalling
they bring bile to my throat
and i try to stay afloat
i’m trying hard to cope with the things inside my head
trying hard to cope with the fact that i was almost dead
what if i am just pathetic wish i had an anesthetic
what if i am not the same, there’s glass inside my brain
i can feel it breaking
my hands are softly shaking
i don’t think that im sane
there’s glass inside my brain.
