I was crying
Because you found out I wasn’t feeling okay
I would have cried either way
but not like how I did that night.
When my mom told you, you told me to come to the living room
I didn’t know why
I thought you were just going to ask me to do something
But then you told me to sit down
You started screaming at me
calling me selfish
Saying I was so selfish for feeling something
I couldn’t breath
Maybe if you didn’t drink so much then you would’ve had a different reaction
I shouldn’t have been the one saying sorry.
“Selfish”
“Selfish”
“Selfish”
Over and over again
I couldn’t take it
