I'll try and hold my liquor tonight
If you wanna stop by
I'll hide the bottle, clean the table and dump the ash tray
If you wanna say "Hi" for old times sake, see if I've been okay
It's been a while since I saw your smile
Won't you stop by my old house tonight?
"Where have you been?"
You'll ask me
And I'll ask myself too
Truth be told I just don't know
I've missed you so much my drinking's making up for it
So don't you worry about me
I've got loneliness subdued with cheesy porn and bad movies
I got my life in the gutter, sharing space with cigarette asses
I looked in the mirror; it's still telling me I'm faceless
But I don't like seeing myself this way
So I don't look in the mirror much these days
Could you stop by and see if I'm okay?
Because you don't do that anymore
And I'm torn and at war and I miss you
