Meredith

Sitting in this room and all I can see are 2D objects.

Only surfaces with no breadth

I live in a flat world that can't or won't see

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Depressed with a chest compressed

Reaching in for something more but pushing out even less

Like a test,

I seize the breath of death and crumpled by feelings of nothing but rest, rest, and more rest

Smiles and bright smiles

and great times of calamity

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Right now,

My emotions have made me speechless

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I live life with the Christmas spirit all year round,

I never beat myself down, because life is a gift from God,

I am forever truly a fan of Christmas,

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My thoughts are of you,

I fought back all my feelings of emotions,

All of them, were truly bottled up,

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Christmas O Christmas

How you drive me insane

You know all my kids

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I knew then, she was never mine

But still my heart didn’t agreed

And I got attached so deep

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Thinking of you at this time.

Someone irreplaceable.

The light in my life.

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I long for happiness, and joy,

I once wrote a beautiful love song,

I read a love note, my pass true love wrote to me,

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