now

I used to stand so close to you with such ease But I'm a wreck now My body shakes and I buckle at the knees It hurts now We used to smile dirty smiles and wink across the room But I can't look at you now I used to look forward to every day I got to see you But I dread it now My palms get sweaty and my stomach flips You won't talk to me now You used to trace your fingers across my hips But you don't want to now So I stay up all night wracked with pain of your memory I can't sleep now You wouldn't let me leave before you kissed me My lips are lonely now I throw myself at him because he says he likes my body But I'm craving yours now Maybe I'll forget you while he's on me My breath is racing now I used to feel your hair between my finger tips But my hands are empty now Water has turned to vodka and I take a few sips My heart is burning now I regret the ugly things I said to you But I can't take them back now There's nothing I wouldn't do for you But it's too late now.