for the better

It's probably for the better We don't say it but we know We can see it in each other's eyes And something about it kills me every time Because I don't want to hurt you And I don't want to hurt either And I guess we didn't know what we were doing And we still don't So it's probably for the better That you're going halfway around the world For a few months And you leave in a few days But you want to see me again And I want to see you too Because you make it hard to frown With that beautiful face of yours Yeah it's probably for the better That we don't lay together and hold each other But instead we just kiss It's less caring And that's what we want But boy do we want to kiss All the time it's in the back of my brain Taunting me with your jawline Making me want you like crazy I guess it's probably for the better Because you say sweet things to me And drive to me when I'm sad And lay your head on my chest And whisper things between kisses And tell me I look good And that you want me so bad And you ask if this is real And I'm not even sure myself That's why it's probably for the better That we go our separate ways And move on by ourselves And leave behind something we didn't expect to happen That shouldn't happen And that won't anymore Starting very soon