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They always ask, they always do What's so bad about being you? How can someone so lovely be down? Someone with so many loving people around But they don't see and they don't know What's really going on below They always say the same old phrases But they only know the cover, let's get to the pages "You're too pretty to be sad" they say like beauty saves all But what's under my skin and my legs so tall? You don't know what I look like with no makeup on You've never seen me crazy with all caution gone "Such a smart girl can't be into anything bad" Tell that to the last drunk night that I had Or the drugs in my backpack or on my dresser or floor And the last time I couldn't even walk out the door "Your parents are together, all you know is their love" And plenty of times I've heard they've had enough And I watch them drink bottles and bottles each night And I sit there being told I'm the cause for their fight "People like you a lot, you don't have any enemies" My used to be best friend won't even look at me And everyone leaves or stabs you in the back So many friendships have ended I've long since lost track "You seem so happy, someone who smiles so often mustn't be sad" Or maybe I just never want anyone else to feel this bad Outward appearance doesn't show what's in your mind The smiles contain all the darkness you'd find But thank you sincerely for your dumb observations For that you receive a standing ovation For so rudely judging a life you don't even understand Maybe look at those pages of the book in your hand.