my mental prison

In this mental prison I have been confined. For years now, I have attempted to break free (I swear I must be losing my mind.) All this time, my freedom has been declined. My constant cries for help, my silent pleas- In this mental prison I have been confined. My sanity, which I have yet to find, Is lost somewhere inside of me. (I swear I must be losing my mind.) Reality is blurring, not clearly defined. From this place I wish I could flee In this mental prison I have been confined. Hope of recovery was abandoned far behind, All that remains of my future is debris. (I swear I must be losing my mind.) My purpose is now redefined- I no longer have a reason to be. In this mental prison I have been confined (I swear I must be losing my mind.)