My teacher asks why I'm late to school so much- it starts the same time every day
Well maybe it's because I didn't sleep or I forgot my assignment or I didn't want to come but
I don't know
My mother asks why I have to lock myself away and never share anything with her or why I'm never home
Maybe it's because I don't feel safe or because I'm always judged or because I know I'm not really wanted but
I don't know
My coworkers ask why I always look mad or sad or tired, I'm always negative and down
Maybe it's because I am mad and sad and also tired and I hate work and I hate the way I'm treated there but
I don't know
My lover asks if I'm okay and why I'm always sad or something is always wrong
Maybe because I just hurt sometimes and it has nothing to do with him but he thinks it does so I must be awful but
I don't know
I ask myself why I am this way, why I'm sad sometimes, why I'm always late
Maybe because I've been hurt before or I hate myself or I'm just too off and I should get it because it's my mind but
I don't know
