Forever afraid now that I’m grown, not sure if I’ll make it out on my own, never believing you wouldn’t be here, with out you my life seems so in clear. Afraid to move forward , ashamed to step back, I feel like I’ve fallen into a crack. I have no direction snd nor do I care, I feel no affection just endless despair, the only one who loved me, who truly really cared was sadly taken from me, I’m left just feeling scared.