I lost my fighting spirit to move on with life,
I have not been running fast, because I have created so much insecurities, and fear too,
I am constantly crying in tears,
I can not deal with life, I been lost in my own world of my imagination,
The dark knife surrounds my life,
What is the true purpose of life?
The running keeps me focused with concentration,
Running is my life, it is more than a recreational time,
I am down at times, and beat myself up for nothing,
Something is wrong with me,
I long for true happiness, and the joy of life,
Life is like a running race,
I was fun, before like a modern day comedian,
I stay now, into a deep state of depression,
I am full of negativity, and mean aggression,
The true meaningful purpose of life is to find happiness, and love something that truly makes us happy,
I have been running for eight long months,
Running helps me to release all those negative thoughts,
I fought all my feelings of emotions,
I Been Lost,
