putting in the work

Wat if ur tired of putting in work?? Cuz I am. I've always been working and advocating for myself and others but when will it pays off if theres no one to appreciate ur doins. I want to give it my all, I really do. But at this point I'm questioning myself: is it really going to be worth it??? I distance myself from everyone even my family to pursue wat I want. Now I'm here realizing, like dang, I went through all that to end up lyin to myself. You always got to keep going, it takes focus to have things things to be part of the path way of it being the line to follow as the journey; you are So blessed to be gifted with the power of foucs, that when you simply take the focus, your focus that gave it a start as it's life in the first place....it's you that has the power to create life. You have to be the 1one that is the hero to someone1 might never get to be able to shear that with you, their hero, you have to be the first 1one that is able to smile for what life you bring to the table of creation for it is beautiful; for each times you do something you gives someone1 the able to be more in life, stepping in life that where never to be their untell you created with your powerful free will for it to be a creation in of creation, such as you are. If you want to give it your all and in your willingness to create as what is like your natural state of being at home, is something that has to give you the able to see that in the times of your lows, you have too be at your best; for you are a pure devine soul having a human experience, being that you are a soul and never the vessel as such as the body that allows you to be in such a state of being able too see the lower dimensions. It's only going to be worth it if you keep your focus on it so that it can be alive, for you are a soul(soul and journey can and are the same thing, for God is a constant, timeless being as to be forever never changing in and always being; for a soul is forever channing of creation, in are powerful beauty having the powers of creation of to be the creation from the creator of God's, making us in the image of creation creating in like kind of our true selfs)that is playing a game of free will that allows us to act like we forgot who we truly are, so that we may see what we choose 1onces we don’t know what we are, who of the whom we are and in that to see how powerful the power of connection too of ourselves that is to always have the power to be what we truly are have been carried into creation by the absolution of self absolute; for, the only true lie is to believe that you are just human, something that is dirty/sinful and has to have something to come and save it, because that have been indoctrinated by the dogma's of religion and religious actions of crusades that area nothing more then that that wishes to hinder the light and continual in the continuum of darkness delight. ©charfire_m