tears made of gold

Tears made of gold drip down onto my cold cheeks. There sorrowful gleams caress the darkness that surrounds them. My Heartbeat slows and begins to weaken, almost as if I were dying. Hands shake while my body quakes, unable to hold all that I bare within my crumbling soul. A crushed heart and a mind full of nothingness, I’m dying I think. No— I know that I’m already dead, but toy with the thought of life for a while. I’m dead I think—