current state of feeling

Ambling down a lonesome road Moping in this frigid cold Once a state of bliss Now feeling dismissed How could this be I thought we went together like 123 Thinking of all our memories Of what used to be so jubilant It fills my blood with melancholy I’ve never felt so alone All I want is love and affection To be cuddled up elated and joyous I love you but at times I don’t know if you do