time sits still

is it fair that the only person I want is you And the only person you want is her i left, for my own good and a little by force I realized my self worth but lookin back I deserved this pain the more I moved on the slower time moved every second we were together it was the trees, the nature, the sunshine I felt flowing thru my veins, into my arteries, into my throbbing heart and I know it made you feel some type of way but it hurts knowing I was never gonna be enough for you no matter how much I wanted to be the more I lost you the more my genuine happiness dripped and drained out of my hopeless body the less we texted each other the less motivation I had to even look at pictures of you time sits still for me, like a slow pond you made a once thriving flourishing garden into a lifeless puddle everyday is the same but you will always be perfect to me