I Been Lost

I felt down, and got so lazy, Sometimes I am crazy in the head, Enough said, I been relaxing, and doing nothing, Something is truly wrong with me, I am truly a fool, Still a cool chilling out dude, I want to shout out, Shout out with a rebel yell, Words of wisdom cone to me, they inspire me to write with passionate wisdom, Sometimes I loose sight of the true meaning of life, The dark knife is out of my life for now, I long for happiness, and joyful moments, I cry in tears, My fears truly make me afraid to face my true self in the reflected mirror, Who am I? I Been Lost,