heartache

I wish it to go back to the way it used to be The way you used to love and kiss me It would light the fire inside me I look through the memories of what used to be and it emotionally kills me The light was as a bright as the North Star Now it burns dim and it’s cold within It’s crippling to me how I long for the way it used to be The laughter and smiles is what I miss the most Everyday my heart aches and cries for your love But all you do is push and shove my love away Our relationship slowly reaches its demise With the rejection and fights about you not loving me right As I lie in the dirt feeling nothing but hurt I can’t help but to wonder why it has to be this way Nothing but stress and sadness everyday The kisses drier than the Atacama desert My arms long to hold you My broken heart yearns to love you