I Always Beat Myself Up

Sometimes I feel so great, I am always late for my dates, I project an image of myself, and I am truly discouraged with misery, and sadness, I am always knocking myself down all day long, I must stay focused, and believe in myself, I must learn the true meaning of life, and find out what is my true purpose, I want to shout out loud, Shout out with an immense sound of a rebel yell, Silence has been in my life, My life at times, I isolate myself from others, and so much negative influences create a life of disbelief, and bring you down into a state of true depression, Constantly full of anger, and aggression, What is my life purpose, for my true do not have a clue, I been a fool, at heart, I know the true be is a cool chilling out dude, I may have a bad ass attitude, Rude, and nasty, as my favorite wrestler Ravishing Rick Rude, Life is full of obstacles in the way, We must complete each obstacle, and learn from that given life experience, and move on with positive momentum, I may be knocked down onto the very floor once again, but I will get up, Never, never give up, I found my true inner self, True belief becomes a new transformed life of profound happiness, and joy, only when we release those past negative influences, and truly replace them with true positivity, I believe I can achieve, I can truly achieve my dream goals, and make them become only truth, I found my new life purpose, Live life, or life will live us, Enough said!