Loosing and Gaining

Truth is you lied to me Using me for what? Could’ve set me free What you did hurt deep in my gut Imagining life if I said no If I didn’t take that drink Wonder if he still would’ve let me go Would I be using this pen ink Maybe it would be cut deeper Maybe my heart would ache more Shouldn’t have called you a keeper Should’ve listened, my head wouldn’t be sore I’m finally moving on I’m finally feeling free The old me is gone I may be new, but I am still me You showed me “love” And now I’ll find it for real Getting hurt again is what I fear of To be happy is all I want to feel