The memory popped up and my heart stopped Three years ago today I busted up my knee Trying to run away from you I just wanted to be free But now I lay in bed with you We share an apartment Two cats and two couches One table and one tv We share a life I gave up and now this is where I am I forgot what it’s like to fight To try and get away I gave in I stayed I sit alone for just a second A single tear rolls down my face I smile thinking of my old self I was brave and bold but Not enough to leave And so I have no one else to blame No where else to turn I’m forced to lay In the bed I made And so I wipe my tear and put on a smile And I stay