Accepting My Natural Hair

It’s like whenever I wear my natural woolly hair, I’m trespassing. It’s like I entrust my braids as my security blanket. With my braids, I can feel the wind passing. With my natural hair, I do, but it doesn’t show it. I don’t know what to do, do I have to pick or choose? I want to gain more confidence in wearing my natural hair, so chop off my favour of wearing braids? Or stay in my comfort zone, f o r e v e r ?