Black & White

Black and white The two feelings that feels so weird which makes you different from others Sunshine is the most refreshing way to relax But when darkness interrupts Numbness from emotions is the problem Stepping on sharp nails couldn’t even trigger it Nevertheless still able to feel Not even a cut could hurt to feel just bleed Sometimes the lessons experienced makes you feel worthless Words broken used for the actions of vengeance Justification of the reaction to get revenge Instead of motivational encouragement Was supposed to be safe Could’ve sworn I told you that with confidence Of trusting you Just to keep acknowledging a mask has a face too It uses disturbed emotions to attack though Giving the face the impression of sharing the same message Therefore without that mask is no control without that emotion But when that useless energy is removed You’ll still have your face just not the mask Process the thought to walk cautiously Because a mask can smile and frown just like a face Now I see clouds over my sunshine Shivers of the ice cold winter Why’d it rain and snow when the sun wanna shine Because the dark never wanna see you shine Intentions of destroying your inner peace if you let it Curving that poison into purifying the inference To how the light can still shine while it’s dark And how to turn struggles to smiles Or pain into a mindset of reassuring the mind of peace When strong put you in a situation to the path for growth You learn that something’s gonna have to change It’ll get uncomfortable better to learn new mistakes than repeat old ones Struggling with a dysfunctional mess can be difficult at times But the facts about a dysfunctional mess The mind body soul is so thankful of greatness of through any circumstances of it all Noticed by the cup full of blessings Is the most amazing outcome of a unconscious flower to blossom it’s beautiful way back to life See the flower was never died It just needed to regain the inner spirit of itself So it hid out far away from others for awhile Which guarded to being strongly defensive on overprotecting people I genuinely care about the most At times I also shy away from very quickly Receiving the energy of the atmosphere But only one stood out so like a joyful noise Unforgettable memories that run and finds its way from hiding Throwing it back in the pits of fire to burn again and still it’s visible to see Beyond the thought of shutting down Automatically trusting to open up in the courtesy of good uplifting hands and vent my wounds to heal I can’t find it in myself to do Knowledge of knowing my self worth Dispute the reflection of the shadows in a dim place My personality is a very strong vibe of mines That leaves a stain on you Similar to a imperfect flower It has it’s differences of mistakes and all But when fertilized with water sun and light It begins to grow With constant TLC it continues to go from growing to growth That’s why underestimating a book just by reading the title/cover will not get your answer to a solution Instead false opinions of rumors that starts to question the facts that been in plain sight all along Now that you seen interest of a pure genuine person Underneath all that trauma With grasping that just by the title So when the book is finally read Getting to know the understanding why black and white is so black and white