Black and white
The two feelings that feels so weird which makes you
different from others
Sunshine is the most refreshing way to relax
But when darkness interrupts
Numbness from emotions is the problem
Stepping on sharp nails couldn’t even trigger it
Nevertheless still able to feel
Not even a cut could hurt to feel just bleed
Sometimes the lessons experienced makes you feel worthless
Words broken used for the actions of vengeance Justification of the reaction to get revenge
Instead of motivational encouragement
Was supposed to be safe
Could’ve sworn I told you that with confidence
Of trusting you
Just to keep acknowledging a mask has a face too
It uses disturbed emotions to attack though
Giving the face the impression of sharing the same message
Therefore without that mask is no control without that emotion
But when that useless energy is removed
You’ll still have your face just not the mask
Process the thought to walk cautiously
Because a mask can smile and frown just like a face
Now I see clouds over my sunshine
Shivers of the ice cold winter
Why’d it rain and snow when the sun wanna shine
Because the dark never wanna see you shine
Intentions of destroying your inner peace if you let it
Curving that poison into purifying the inference
To how the light can still shine while it’s dark
And how to turn struggles to smiles
Or pain into a mindset of reassuring the mind of peace
When strong put you in a situation to the path for growth
You learn that something’s gonna have to change
It’ll get uncomfortable better to learn new mistakes than repeat old ones
Struggling with a dysfunctional mess can be difficult at times
But the facts about a dysfunctional mess
The mind body soul is so thankful of greatness of through any circumstances of it all
Noticed by the cup full of blessings
Is the most amazing outcome of a unconscious flower to blossom it’s beautiful way back to life
See the flower was never died
It just needed to regain the inner spirit of itself
So it hid out far away from others for awhile
Which guarded to being strongly defensive on overprotecting people I genuinely care about the most At times I also shy away from very quickly
Receiving the energy of the atmosphere
But only one stood out so like a joyful noise
Unforgettable memories that run and finds its way from hiding
Throwing it back in the pits of fire to burn again and still it’s visible to see
Beyond the thought of shutting down
Automatically trusting to open up in the courtesy of good uplifting hands and vent my wounds to heal
I can’t find it in myself to do
Knowledge of knowing my self worth
Dispute the reflection of the shadows in a dim place
My personality is a very strong vibe of mines
That leaves a stain on you
Similar to a imperfect flower
It has it’s differences of mistakes and all
But when fertilized with water sun and light
It begins to grow
With constant TLC it continues to go from growing to growth
That’s why underestimating a book just by reading the title/cover will not get your answer to a solution
Instead false opinions of rumors that starts to question
the facts that been in plain sight all along
Now that you seen interest of a pure genuine person
Underneath all that trauma
With grasping that just by the title
So when the book is finally read
Getting to know the understanding why black and white is so black and white
