All Said and Done

When you see her worth, when you see her intentions, but you think back to before you used to be. When all was said and done. but now nothing is said, nothing can be done. you know it's not despair. but happiness is what you fear. You question your emotions, you think you have it wrong. you say you wish you knew the truth. everything you try to give, everything you try to do, but when it gets hard you turn back like nothing is what you own. when you lack the only words, and know it's not complete, like another human quietly creeping inside. To know one it takes another. in hope that soon it's all said and done. you feel you don't have much longer like the time is getting stronger. You say the words, they disappear, you look away, you feer the tear. The truth you hope to own, but the truth is what you know.