Back there

Running through my mind is a repeated question Left unanswered..... The truth I cannot see it,I fear it’s too late, My sanity & reasoning left unopened, leaving me to misjudge my faith.. I can’t get far ahead thinking of how far I could’ve been, Had I not get distracted by an inviting detour, leading to a devastating cliffhanging dead end. Some people’s souls cry out for help, or love,some just cry out just to maintain.. However, mine cry out for neither, because it’s clinched tightly,trapped and constantly tormented by my own selfish pains... There was a wrong turn, back there somewhere, And I’m almost certain that it was meant to be.. Unfortunately, the guidelines weren’t properly followed and I’m the structure of the end result...