Philophobic by ShadeenR

I fear love. I fear falling in love.  But Its too late, I'm already in love with you. I fear not getting where I want to with you.  I fear not living up to your expectations. Now you see, that messes with me. I fear not just losing you in my life but waking up and you’re not in this world anymore. More than anything I’m afraid one day I’ll look at you with so much love in my eyes but yours is empty. I look at you now and see everything I have ever wanted. It makes me happy. You make me happy. I fear that. S.R 🥀