end me

I understand That you care That you wanted me to live But I am simply just a strand In a whole head of hair But you could never Seem to comprehend Why I hurt myself Or begged for my end Or why I isolated myself Or why I hid my feelings The things I have done All had meaning Have meaning I wanted you to know how I perceive things How I see the entire world Maybe I saw it different maybe we saw it the same Just like there is both destruction and beauty in a flame All I ask is for you to forget my name To forget about me To stop the blinding pain To allow yourself to see I want you to carry on To live, laugh and even cry And to not mind me being gone I want you to be happy Until you die I will finally relax my aching muscles And release these heavy chains That kept me in this hell Just let me hang