what if

A world of what ifs I reside residence in this land of myths My mind is a contortionist Turns a feeling into a memory A thought marked in history Within this land of myths A world of what ifs What if This empty feeling could be filled Would I then be healed? What if You never let go of how you hold me Would I never return to being lonely? What if Everything is once again washed away The ocean waves Back at it with their old games What if? I wondered if any of it is real Would any difference even be made If I signed an appeal Torturous land of myths Trapped within A world of What ifs