memories

I thought surely I’d move on by now Yet the memories still drag me back More than a year has past And they may have went fast Yes I know I turned the calendars More than one hundred times I thought surely I’d move on by now Yet the memories still drag me back I often still relive when I was with you last There are days that I still feel it Your force that left me pinned With your hand you ran Down my thigh I cry While making a vain attempt to pry Away the chest of yours Forcibly placed on mine I feel a shutter from inside For all hope raced from my mind Still I can feel you thrust into me As you tear free my heart And out I bleed You walk away as though you cannot see The endless damage that you did to me I thought surely I’d move on by now Yet the memories still drag me back As you left you past my soul Shattered forever broken on that floor Still I hear my sobs protrude my words Begging you for no more I have never been the same For I relive it everyday A reminder to hide away But one fact still remains My body was not yours to take Yet you stole it anyways I thought surely I’d move on by now Yet those damned memories still drag me back