Oh Poolboy

Am I destined to not make a difference Am I to be Poolboy forever How about a Grandfather who's grandson doesn't know me? How about a son who blames me for his way of life Maybe a wife who thinks I'm just a companion And not a lover What is it about me that make people think I'm not a good person. Is it too easy for people to dismiss themselves and their actions And use others as their way of hiding their own inequities? I can see that I am insignificant in a world of insanity And I'm not insane