a reflection

a dark room a cool breeze a cricket’s chirp warm, salty tears stream down my face gosh, i hate this misery and in the mirror a figure who looks so familiar and yet nothing like i’ve ever seen before is that me? could that be me? it couldn’t be me and yet it is me but something’s different yes, what i see is me but not a perfect reflection not what i am today this is me but happy... happy? i’m happy? all signs point to this a wide smile a twinkling eye a slightly flushed cheek and i smile back small, barely noticeable but a smile nonetheless gosh, i like being happy