Sensation of hearts colliding
Numbed beneath my skin
The dove, again gently gliding
Sunset skies reflect off my heart of tin
Numb love will get me nowhere
Say it again, I tell myself
Jump into the water if you dare
But I’m numb to its current
Not a tether do I have in this galaxy
Not a wheel on this ship
Floating into nowhere
But I know that dove is out there somewhere
Flying silently- invisible behind the clouds
I wish it would fly me to better refuge
I wish I would learn to let go of this safe land
But I am bound to this world of blank walls
Stuck in a cage, where nothing is heavier than everything
Please release me from this burden!
I need not all this weight of my heart!
I am sick of feeling so lost and uncertain
But I still stand far from you apart
The only thing in my way is not mountains nor seas
But it is only a person- in fact only me
Not the dove in sight,
Not a release from this burden
I’m still bound from any flight
Still lost and uncertain
Oh sweet numb love, I couldn’t jump into the water if I dared
