Endlessly lamenting
Not just drunk but also stuck
Memories are monsters
And they never stop haunting
Even after I lose my other half,
I never stopped claiming I have one
Even after I lost you,
I never stopped loving you
The universe betrayed me
It gave me you
For me to build you up
And then gave you to someone else
But I have sewn my lips
My swords are buried deep enough
I can no longer fight
I concede defeat
Fighting would be unfair
When your happiness is at stake
I do not want you to miss out
She could give you much more than I have
My beating den is now a void
Grieving, tortured, constantly gripped
But thankful because at least,
I’m still under the same sky as you
And when I find my way out
I’ll look for you once more
Just to see
If I still love you the same
Even when I know I always will...
-SNM
