i can't reset
——
surviving
this insomnia
is new
——
it used to be
the humdrum
of the numbered sheep
would do
——
jumping through
white puffs
and gradients
of blue
——
but now it's just
sheep number two
after
sheep number two
——
...fuck sheep
——
...fuck the deja vu
——
i need a repose
but i can't
escape consciousness
without you
——
i wish i could
see your face
——
i wish you would
sing to me
like you used to
——
then i could reset
at least for a few
xTHExIDISx
