I wondered why I seen you in my dream last night
after losing you
learning to not love you
succeeding and finally letting you go after five years
I looked at the calendar
And it hit me
it’s the eve of the day you left me
all and every emotion I buried
suddenly resurfaced
and became fresh of a wound like it just happened
I despise myself for being one thing
and that’s a liar for saying I’d forgotten you
