fake it

People use the term “fake it til you make it” Guess what I’ve doing it my ENTIRE life Look where im at now No family No friends No love I’ve never had anyone be there for me unless they get something in return When am I gonna be able to make it When is it going to be my turn I just wanna split I’m never going to have…. A reason A reason just to wake up To eat To take care of myself To want to even wanna be alive Cars Whenever I’m in a car I just wanna get out while the engine is running Just get a scar Show how I feel on the inside Let it out I wanna say what I wanna say And stop panicking that I’ll get slit