People use the term “fake it til you make it”
Guess what I’ve doing it my ENTIRE life
Look where im at now
No family
No friends
No love
I’ve never had anyone be there for me unless they get something in return
When am I gonna be able to make it
When is it going to be my turn
I just wanna split
I’m never going to have….
A reason
A reason just to wake up
To eat
To take care of myself
To want to even wanna be alive
Cars
Whenever I’m in a car
I just wanna get out while the engine is running
Just get a scar
Show how I feel on the inside
Let it out
I wanna say what I wanna say
And stop panicking that I’ll get slit
