Life Is Finding Your True Self

I been confused about life, For such a long time, I have not found my self, I constantly pounded my head with confusing thoughts, I fought all my feelings of emotions, and they bottled up everything, Something is truly wrong with me, I long for true love, and profound happiness, I must find who I truly am, My life sometimes is truly a mere nightmare, I must love life, True to find the true meaning of life, The dark knife does not exist in my life existence anymore, Life Is Finding Your True Self,