I can’t find the reason why I don’t say how I really feel
Maybe it’s fear of them being rejected like they are no big deal.
I hold the pain and anger in not to show a sign at all,
I guess eventually that’s what caused me to fall.
Iam strong on the outside but inside I’m so weak.
The courage to say how I really feel is what I seek.
I want to be able to just be the one who speaks they’re mind,
that strength I lack and I can’t seem to find.
I just want to say how I feel without all this nervous pain.
Instead I let it sit and boil until I go insane
Now I’m all broken not knowing what to do
And how I really feel I wish u only knew
Every moment of every day,
I tell myself to let it out but it seems to fade way.
Maybe you’ll read this and understand why,
Until then all I can do is simply try.
