Who I Don’t Want To Be

When I look in the mirror I’m reminded, I see Exactly Who I Don’t Want To Be As a child, You weren’t there for me. That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Your absence Even in your presence That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be A relationship, never formed Because you never tried That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Coming to you with a problem, a thought You hid in the dark like I wasn’t there That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Talking to you Fell on deaf ears That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Being ignored and dismissed Is something I don’t miss That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Crying and feeling alone Even when you were home That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be TV and internet You’re one true passion That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be Concern and care It was never there That’s Who I Don’t Want To Be In this life You’ve taught me a lot You’ve shown me to see Exactly Who I Will Not Be