Surrendering My Heart

Lord, I surrender my pain I give up and give you my burdens Cause, Once again I'm standing alone It difficult to survive on my own Feeling guilt and shame Can you Forgive this sinner I have no one to blame Except, come to you Lord So I can complain But here I am Lord No place to go I wanna cry But no tears will flow A face without love That won’t even glow I am left with no options A deadly price to pay For Being Naïve, what can I say I have been through the fires Burnt by the fiery flames So, I write to you Desperately, For my life to change I am pushed to the edge All I know is painful Living day to day it feels like a game Where can I get help I need some angel assistance Take away the hurt Cause I’m tired of feeling numb Make a believer out of me So I will stop feeling dumb My troubles are far from over And, I don’t want the enemies fears Give me hand so you can wipe my tears I need options, Oh Lord Give me hope, peace, and joy The guidance to employ Heal me now, so I don’t destroy Give me strength to dwell earnestly And cherish the love you offered So you can greet me When I come down the alter The love within me you will find Comfort me, Lord, give me a piece of mind Life is risky don’t leave me alone I will call upon your name And your Victory let Me claim Getting into heaven is the aim Realizing I’m truly Blessed Lord, I surrender and confess I don’t care about fortune or fame Surrounding my pain without my shame So, I write you this poem And hope you feel pity for me being lame I don’t want to go through the fire This life I live has veins Give me some strength I am desperate for a change This heart is are on fire it burns in flames Shower me, Lord, let it reign Lost love by you I will never be the same My heart is too weak to be locked in chains I need you, Lord, let me explain Forgive me, heal me, don’t leave a stain So hear me, Lord, I surrender my pain Lessons learned to not complain Please twist the devil’s tongue So, he won't speak my name FP