why

Why is it so hard to eat I’ll be so excited for something and as soon as I take a bite I feel so discouraged then I spit it out it’s like no matter how hungry I am I just can’t eat and even if I Force it down I’ll feel sick to my stomach and I won’t eat for the next couple of days I’ll tell my self skipping one meal won’t hurt so then when it’s time for me to eat I cant bring myself to do then I feel so disappointed in myself