Why this pain
why me more importantly
There so many evil people out there
why don’t they have this pain in their chest like me why am I
The one being torture
Why do I have feel like
I’m suffocating
and being consumed by my demons
my chest feels so heavy it’s like a stone in water
Why does it hurt so much
Something that you can’t
even physically touch
is hurting me more than getting burned by oil
I much rather
somebody take a knife
and drag it through my heart,head and chest sure it will hurt a lot
but at least when it’s over
it’s done but
when that feeling of anxiety hits me
I know I KNOW it’s coming back
and that feeling hurts me more than anything and it’s just not fair
I realize anxiety is a part of me
and there is no changing that
but why does it hurt so much
why do I have feel like a fire is in my chest
slowing burning my lungs causing
me to have a panic attack
