All this shit to say , no where to start
Ian realize how much I love Yu tell we fell apart
Nights by myself ,feeling dumb knowin I lost Yu to somebody else
But then again Yu not good for my Health
Knowing it was wrong , I gave Yu chances repeatedly
I can’t blame Yu tho , letting my guard down was weak of me
Stressing over shit that was never in my controll
Tryna fix a broken heart with no heart was a big roll
I’ll never turn my back on Yu , no matter wat we go thru
“She killed herself cuz she wasn’t good enough !”
How would feel if that was told to Yu ?
However I can’t deny the fact that Yu open my eyes …
The devils angles come in a sexy ass disguise
For a second had the wool over my eyes
Had to catch my self but fell again ,
I forgot all fairy tails come to an end .
On the other side of the door brought back every memory
After the honeymoon phase it’s hell as my reality
I made my bed so I lied in it ,
It was difficult cuz every sentence Yu said had lie in it
Still tried to look past it , cuz ik ya past been tragic
With that bein said Ian wanna leave Yu cuz I’m not everybody else
Y ya left ? Is what I should’ve asked everybody else
Tryna put a puzzle together with so many missing peices
Should’ve known it wasn’t right when I found out Yu was hiding the peices
Even With all the red flags I was still convinced
He’s gonna change I just gotta have a lil patience
I had the right idea but the wrong setting ,
It’s been 4 months since we went out separate ways .
I’m happy for Yu Nd all the progress Yu made
I appreciate Yu Nd everything Yu done for me as well
Truth be told if it wasn’t for Yu I would be in hell ,
If it wasn’t for Yu I wouldn’t have learned my worth
My time is more precious then a few bands and a purse
Not because I’m cocky but because I’m a different breed
Ik im young but I’m not naive ,
if ya was smart ya would take heed
So ya understand me ?
Or i gotta break it down piece by piece
Read it again , read it over , Nd let it sink in
We gone try this again ,
On account of ion think ya was listening
Uh oh that’s not a good feeling
my demons started whistling
That’s how true it is
Everybody at some point was new to this
Despite if Yu asked or not Yu now apart of it
Everything is apart of the game don’t put ya heart into it
Separate the real from the snakes is the goal there’s no win or loosing .
